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| 雖然思緒好混亂, 但有一件事想說的是五年的改變... ...
人的一生會遇到很多的人, 同學, 朋友, 同事, 伴侶等等... 有些人會一直在你身邊出現, 有些只會出現在你人生裡的一段很短的時間. 有的人你很想結識、親近, 最終卻沒能如願!! 更甚的是有些人是你人生中某一階段裡很重要的人物, 但到最後關係逐漸疏離, 雖然很無奈, 卻無可奈何!!
一直都喜愛《最佳損友》這首歌, 雖然無奈, 卻得接受...
~1:09"ray
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| hvn't left any entry for long, again!! & again, the reason is laziness...
lots of things changed, yet lots do not, of which, unfortunately, are bad things...
supposed to be unhappy, but tried not to... becoz i know it is like a cycle, always feeling unhappy becoz of one / a couple of simple things.... & then i know i will try to comfort myself & to change my mind... & then become normal again, which is the start of another cycle... sigh!~
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lots of things wanna say, but can think of a word... is it becoz of my disorderly mind or becoz i hv lost my ability to manipulate words??!
conclusion: sad  (but won't be long, don't worry)
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| Happy Birthday to my best male friend in the UK!!!
one year ago in Brighton:
happy memory~
~1:09"ray
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Last exam~~May 28, 2007
today in two years ago, it was my last exam, Fixed Income Securities, in undergraduate study... ... it was important not only becoz of it was last one, but also becoz its result would affect the honor i got in undergraduate and also becoz some unhappy events happened just before the exam...
that should be the toughest time in my study (or even maybe my life) so far... ... luckily, the exam result was just as i expected: B+ and it was JUST enough for me to have first class honor... ... i think despite those unhappy events, i should be happy in view of my "good" results in year 1 and just worked hard for just the remaining two years~~ still remember in the ACCT101 exam, i did not study AT ALL for the exam and turned out its grade was the second lowest in my undergraduate transcript (but still better than D in MGTO222 =P) but interesting enough, i got highest grades in accounting in my first semester of master study... :D and the finance courses were not as good as i expected... ...
there is 99.99% that master program is the last chance that i study in university, and hence the last exam of this semester is the last exam ever in my university study... ... the last exam of this semester was International Finance, which i didn't do well in my 2nd year of undergraduate and also in this master program, on 24th ... becoz i didn't do well in the previous Management Accounting and Corp. Fina. exams and also becoz it was the last exam and two days after Corp. Fina, i didn't hv any motivation to study at all... just wanna finish as early as possible... ... i just spent one day before the exam (didn't study in the afternoon of the Corp. Fina. exam since doing very badly)... ...
anyway, everything was over now... ... i didn't hv much feeling (especially happiness) after the Int'l Fina exam... ... maybe becoz of tiredness, bocoz of poor performance in the supposingly easiest subjects or whatever... ...
i realised i hv studied for 17 years (probably 18 yrs) already!!! it is really the end except the coming dissertation and probably CFA exam~~
~1:09"ray
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time flies (this maybe the secondest highest frequent appearent phase in this diary, besides "haha" :D)
last year, i thought the master program exams would be my last exams in university... but today, i am gonna to take 2 exams next week in CityU!!!
studying in the uk last year was much much much happier & freer than now, although i was paid to study now... =P
am unhappy these days... maybe it has already been my habbit or charactieristic that i would be unhappy suddenly sometime... & it always happens...
this time, the reason is still similar, the problems are more or less the same...feel like a little helpless & maybe just treat it as a fate... arghhhhhhhh... there are so many things that are out of your control!!!!!!!
i know i will be fine soon, but just hate the feeling at the moment!!!!
~1:09"ray
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| how come life is so complicated & messy!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just a little thing can make u anger, unhappy & change yr mood!!!!!
the older u get, the more bothers accompany with u... sigh...
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